wish me good luck!

latest update.

times is up!

few moment aways frm the final paper.



am i ready???

ans: .....................

dun dare to ans dis ques.





ok. g2g sit for exam already.

check list:





exam slip?







checked.






matric card?






checked.

decided not to show u my ugly face here. so i kinda blur it.hehe

wish me good luck again can?

k.

thx.

buhbye

8th of november???!!!

tick.tock.tick.tock.tick.tock..... *alarm rings*

woke up.

check calendar.

har?! 8th of november already????!!!

double check.

rub eye to make sure im reading the right calendar( i happened to read the wrong calendar before)

i word.

die!!

its really 8th of november now!!!

heart is pumping like crazy now.

*faint*

pasted this on the wall.

to remind everyone in the house including me, the dory fish.

(my friend's idea actually)

ok.

g2g get drown myself in a pool of self-notes now.

wish me good luck can?

can?

can?

ok.

thx for your luck.

buhbye.

stress...

darn! its saturday already!!!



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so how many days am i left with now? 1 and half day!!! *faint*





i hav to admit dat im not prepared for finals yet.. i dun hav the confidence to walk into the exam hall without my notes wif me...





but im rely trying my best to overcome this fear of mine... had been staying up late n burnt midnight oil almost every single day...



crap. i could not even remember when was my last time slepping soundly wif no worries at night! :((





dark circles are dominating my eyes now. now, when u see me, first thing u wil see is my freaking dark circles before my tired eyes.. T.T





dun believe me?



nah! i show u my ugly face..





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photo taken using my web cam..





blurry photo n yet the first thing u notice is my oh god dark circles!! argh....




according to my fwen's theory : one day my whole face wil turn black. u noe why? cz the dark circles are enlarging n multiplying... they hav no where else to grow so they spread to my entire face. n my entire face would turn black!







get it?? no? oh!nvm... just move on...

a lil twist to deepavali this year

its deepavali again! :)

so i would like to take this opprtunity to wish all my indian friends happy deepavali and as for the others, happy STUDY week!! haha

ya, i know. im such a kill joy cz i just hav to highlight the word STUDY to u all..haha..

anyways, saw this amazing kolam in new jusco that day! its superly huge k?

pictures was zoomed all the way frm 2nd or 3rd floor of the shopping mall using my baby c903 :)

i was actually amazed by it.hehe

cz they even have toning on it and to make it stand out.. they put glitters here n dere too! gorgeous and hard work i would say! bravo to the artist :)

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deepavali dis year was 'special'..

1. deepavali used to be happy day cz its a public holiday! me n mummy would end up ronda-ing around

dis year? its study week ler... =.=

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2. deepavali is supposed to be a festival of light isnt it? like bright light everywhere..soo bright til u might wana consider wearing sunglasses everywhere you go!haha

now? to hav a lil twist to it...

my 'genius' light in the living room choosed to blow off dis time..during study week!!

not only that! seeing that the light in the living room went caotic, the toilet light felt lonely n decided to kill himself too!!

so the whole house ended up bathing romantically in the toilet!lol its scary k?... cz i cant see anything in dere ><

no matter day or night its stil equally dark cz there isnt any window or smth in the toilet!ish...

i was teasing my roommate by telling her not to mistakenly used hair shampoo as facial cleanser or smth..hahaha

see! deepavali is so interesting dis year, no? lol

p/s: the fastest time for them to repair the lights would be this monday! so im gona spend my weekend emo-ing in the dark while studying i guess?haha

crap! its day 2 of study week already!!!!

oh no! i've entered the 2nd day of my study week!!!

i still could not see lights ahead me..everything seems blurry and dark ahead... guess dis wat those who wear specs feel when they took off their specs...




my progress? haha...





as slow as always.. like a grandmama tortoise i would say...




darn! i really need to speed up in everything i do now... :( haiz....




as times passes.. my fear towards exam multiply like a puney microorganism breeding.. u noe? like they wan we learn in science when we were in form1? if im not mistaken, one of it is amoeba rite??? fuiyoh! it multiply in a speed of light n like nobody's business lo!!!





so yea.. thats dat rate of my fear now? according to senior, the fear wil multiply like 7988976times compared to wat i feel right now the moment i enter the gigantic cold hall! T.T

funny thing is, when i go online.. i somehow have energy to go surf her surf there. once i press the button off on the 'wifi' button on my netbook... its like me switching off my energy button in my body.. seriously...

once i take out my book.. i will go ZZzzzzzz............

what m i gona do???? finals is round the corner..

haiz.. guess i really need this rite now lo?haha

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yup. sabun tahan mengantuk. saw this poster in uni the other time n could not stop laughing at it!hahaha

was wondering whos the genius who invented this useful (em..do not noe wats da best word to describe it) product?

eh! just realised they have their contact number on it too! so those of u who is desperate to stay awake.. u can call them n purchase it i guess??

as for me? i shall drown myself into a pool of notes now :(((((((

ok. thx for dropping by to hear my nonsense. see ya?

STUDY WEEK

wow! time rely flies!!! so fast...1sem is almost gone! n now its STUDY WEEK!!!!

sweating... finals is super round the corner and my progress is like a 100 years old tortoise.. T.T

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dear finals,

please have mercy on me.. i wana be your friend badly.. please b my friend will u?



xoxo,
daphne
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so for now.. im trying to insaf.. n study...

note the word "trying". cz wat i can say is dat i will rely TRY but i cant guarantee i can lo..haha

like yesterday, study week suppose to study.. bt? end up in jusco shopping!!lol

self note: daphne..u should rely insaf ler...

but sometimes i rely wana start studying..but i couldnt..

like now.. i just need to finish up assignments n lab report..

then i must report in to fb to update myself... last but least i need to report in here to say hi to all of u here!hehe

so yea... HIE EVERYONE!!!XD


ok. i think im going nuts soon due to the pressure. better stop here before i infect u.

oh!will not be able to update dat frequent til finals is over. so sorry ya?

got-to-go-k-thx-bye-full-stop

the-after-rain

ever since the haze the other day, the weather here went a lil bit chaotic..

rain pours randomly...

and the next thing u know sun shines suddenly...

was wondering wats happening up there??

so this is wat i see.. the-after-rain in my uni




a glimpse of the campus from the bus when i woke up. i tend to sleep through the whole journey to uni every morning if there a seat for me when i board the bus. the word 'SLEEP' is a luxury thing to me ever since we got back here from our raya break cz assignments and tests are piling up like crazee!

have u ever tried completing like 8 assignments in a single month with lots of test n quizes in between! yea.. this is wat im experiencing right now! :(

no joke man. my dark circles is now taking over my ugly face!! huhuhuhuhu...


the funny thing is..i somehow manage to sleep through the whole journey and yet wake up when the bus reached the guard house! miracle isnt it??lol


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anyway my main reason of blogging wasnt about complaining my life here... so i shall cut all those nonsense out.. :)


ok.back to the topic.


was wondering this..

when i say the-after-rain..whats is the first thing that comes into your mind?

i mean..look around you..the scenary..your surroundings right after raining..wats your feeling? wats the best word to describe your emotion that particular moment??


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you see the wet road..the dark sky..a tree with a wet bench underneth it..

do u feel lonely?




then you see water droplets dripping slowly from those leaves....

everything became glommy n slow... somehow the busy day few hours ago felt as tho its slowing down...

so what do you feel?

oh well.. as for me, i kinda find it reflecting my life here...

i was dumped here (okla.not dump la..i came here by choice) months ago in this new place called malacca. everything was a stranger to me. i had never leave home for such a long time plus im miles and miles away..

trying my best to cope up with everything n most importantly i wanted to make my parents proud of me! telling them dat : i can survive out there all by myself and finally their girl has grown up!!


first few weeks was hard. especially weekends where i could not find anything else to do besides staring the four walls in my miserable room at hostel...

holding back all my emotions and trying all my best to still plaster a smile on my face was hard when u know deep deep inside you really wana cry out loud n tell mummy i wana go home....

i know i could not afford to call back as i knew i could not hold back my tears. i rather sms back home n keep calls short..

until one day.. mummy called when i was sick. physically sick + home-sick really make me loose control. that moment, i just could not control myself as my tears starts flowing down..

dat was my biggest mistake!

mummy heard me crying and she too started to cry cz she could not bear to hear her girl suffering.. she even asked me to just quite n go back home if i could not stand the life over here..

after that call, it really strucked my mind! mummy has been sacrifising for me all this while. just because im having homesick and not happy here, without 2nd thoughts she asked me to go home and she will sponsor me to private college at home!





after the downpour (me crying), cloudy clouds starts clearing off n the sun starts shining...like the one in the picture above :)

and i tell myself : how can i be soo selfish?? its time to grow up! n i should really make my parents proud! so many people out dere wanted to get into local uni so badly n here i am trying to give up?? *smack myself*





so here i am, like the mushroom above!
sprouting happily and turning over a new leaf after the big heavy downpour..
i should grab this opportunity and make good use of it!
i will survive~ *big wide smile*


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other irrelevent photos :

these mushroom sprout like nobody's business right after the heavy rain the day before. grew into such gigantic monsteric mushroom in one night!!!

got different kind and pattern sumore!haha



shot 1: i called it the double layered mushroomie!






shot 2 : typical nom nom mushroom! cz this one really looks like the one mummy used to cook de lo..hehe

(in case u dunu, nom nom= mum mum= nyam nyam= EAT! )






shot 3 : astro plate mushroom! dont u think it look like the astro plate u install outside your house to receive signal?haha

shot 4: double-layered mushroomie wif pimples! yea..see the polka dots dere?like pimples mer, no meh?lol

p/s: pictures shot wif my precious c903. hearts it soo muchie :)

ganguro street style

in case you dunu.. im actually taking up super basic japanese language now :)

so i was assign to do a assignment regarding japan...

ended up choosing JAPANESE STREET FASHION as my title!hehe

when ask about japanese street fashion, first thing dats comes to our mind would be lolita! n mayb some funky n unmatchable (to us) all jumble n worn together at the same time..

after doing some research.. i came across this particular style.. its called ganguro style!

oh my! dis style really caught my attention in a funny way.hahaha
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according to mr. google:

a typical ganguro girl is to wear brightly coloured outfit, mini skirts n tie-dye sarong. the ganguro style consists of bleached hair, tan skin, fake eye lashes, black n white eyeliners, bracelets, earrings, necklaces and platform shoes


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stil cannot imagine?

let me show u their picture


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r u speechless now? i seriously cant imagine ppl in malaysia wearing this to go out shopping lor!haha

call me outdated or inadventerous or mayb no fashion sense.. but if i were to see one..yes..(one will do) fellawearing this style to out jalan jalan on the road.. i would have freak out lo! dats scary k? resembles mr. ah piau at night!hahaha

but anyways if you guys are being curious n would like to try out this style.. u may follow the guideline below on how to put on such make up..

but make sure u snap a pic of urself after doing so n show me k?hehe

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dats d guideline.. hope u can read d hiragana

p/s: pictures were from googles actually cz i have not seen a real ganguro girls in my entire life!haha

steamboat party!

still remember me telling you guys the reason why i brought along mr. rice cooker to malacca in my previousX871833919 post???

so yea. with the rice cooker, we really did have our steamboat party in the hostel!!!

we set a date n then divided the duties.lol

those who are not having lecture on the that day were assign to shop for raw food in the MARKET!lol

mind u. my fwens makes good aunties in market k?lol

as for me.. im incharge of preparing + COOKING! me cooking?haha laugh as much as u wan =P

so these are the raw food they bought :)

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closer shot for you :)

my all time favourite : enorki mushroom! LOVE THEM =)

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super duper big tupperware of cabbage n veg(forget he name already).lol
they are suppose to make our soup tastier n since the minimum purchase would be the whole biji or cabbage n a bunch of veg..so we ended up wif a mountain of veg lo.hahaha
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if im not mistaken, this is parsley! i know by right this is for garnishing but oh well..

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shh.... u should be able to tell wats dis rite? so faham-faham la.. dun say out loud ya? ;)

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according to my roommate, this is fu pei in cantonese.. its beancurd smth smth.. forget the exact name already.hehe


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saefood tou fu! yummy!

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crabstick!!!


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and.. the most important ingredient.. tom yam paste as our base for the soup. *big wide smile*

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while waiting for the soup to boil..

CHEERS!! for our hard work =)


psst...guess which one is my mug ;)

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group pic while waiting for the soup to boil..hehe

big wide smile on our face but actually our stomach is grumbling already!hahahah


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ok! dump everything into the cooker!

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tadah! finally its cooked! everyone get ready wif your bowl + fork + spoon!

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after countless rounds of steamboating.....

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SOOOOOOOOOOOO FULL!!!!!!

squecky clean ah the bowls n plates!lol

we even finished up the whole mountain of veg lor!hahaha

super bloated eh after the meal.lol



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then its clearing time!

me moping the floor!hehe
mind u. its not dat easy to pose like this k? cz while imasked topose like this..the water from the mop is dripping... n this cause the floor to be wet n theres a high chance of me falling down cz its so slippery!lol

but luckily i survived!hehe

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after everything..we realised that its stil kinda early. do not know what to do.. so we ended up camwhoring using the webcam!hahha

smart le?

so at last we can have photos wif all 6 of us in it! YAY!!!

introducing my other 5 partners in crime :

shot 1

shot 2

shot 3

shot 4

shot 5 : everyone is incharged of posing wif a number!

no 1: me

no 2: wen yee

no 3: sook kuan

no 4: yee teng

no 5: wei yee

no 6: pui ling

shot 6 : wei yee is trying to be d ghost n the rest is supposed to pretend to be scared.hahaha

shot 7

we really enjoyed ourselves to the maximum that night.

psst... food party part 2 is coming up soon! :D

goodbye haze! :D

Fiuh!!! big relieve! finally the rain has come to save innocent earthlings like me XD


after sooooooooooo many hours of air intoxification.. finally buddha decided to grant us some rain to shoo mr.haze away!hehe


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now at least i can see the buildings! no more genting misty look! no more yucky burnt air for my lungs at last :DDDDDD


however after the heavy down pour, the sun starts to show off his power! it became so glaring n hoooooot!!

its burning hot to be exact! :(

was wearing black jeans today n while i was walking from my lecture hall to the library i can feel as though my legs are burning. obviously my pants are absorbing the heat like nobody's business...


if the suns goes on like this.. IM SOOOOOOOO GONA MELT I TELL U! T.T


but anyways, thanks Buddha for shoo-ing the haze away! *wink*

p/s: sorry for being greedy, Buddha. but do u mind to turn the heat from the sun down a little? im BBQed + melting away. thanks! AMITABHA!

haze haze go away! shoo!!

wow!!! haze is soooooooooo bad in malacca!! *cough cough*

see this n u wil know what i meant...

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i could hardly see thing in front!! the air..ewww! smelt burnt all the time! yucks!

when i looking out from the library.. we were thinking, oh my! today so cold meh? cold till d mist outside became so thick r? we thought it gona b as cold as genting or smth..

but manatau.. exit the library.. n found out its haze!!!!

i can hear my lungs crying n asking for help! i was thinking : at first maybe god grant me to live up to 80 years old wan.. but after i breathe in the supeeeeeeeeeer polluted air today, oh my! im gona live til 79 years old d lo???

seriously, this is the first time me seeing such bad haze in my entire life!lol...

was wondering.. wat cause the haze r? izit cz of forest burning or smth?

so sorry..im kinda outdated as i dun really read newspaper!haha

so can someone pls enlighten me? dun make me a 'frog under coconut shell' can? =)

happy birthday!!

this post is dedicated to


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miss jamie lim a.k.a my 'bf'



psst.. many of u may wonder y is she my so called 'bf'.. lol


oh well..she is basicaly one of my best cousin that i have ever ever had..


so good til she fetch me to school n back home every single day during her form 6 in my sch.. then, being 'hong so po'..we tend to hang out somewhere or mayb go round round makan makan before we go home after sch.. so in other words we are like dating!LOL


oh..n we did that not once in a while..but all the time!!haha

i miss those days..... XD




not only dat.. im proud to tell everyone that this motherly cousin of mine is alwayz dere for me..she tend to help me in every single thing that she could even without me asking..


somehow she is always dere to offer me help when i needed one!



even til now.. we are hundreds n hundreds kilometers away from each other n even home ( me in malacca n she is in sabah)... she even calls me off n on to see if im alright n if im coping wif my new life here. how could anyone wish for a better cousin than this, right?




oh! i must tell u dis!she even come all the way frm cyberjaya(doing her internship there dat time) to malacca by suprise just to accompany me to my uni during registration!!! n even asked her fwen to pick me up frm toll when i reached malacca! so touched wey......


plus plus..the other time when i was having stress to complete my never ending n clueless assignment here.. she helped me too! by giving me ideas on what to write n all... when she could have choose to just ignore me dat time..afterall its my assignment not hers.. but she did not!


basically, she never reject me when i needed her help!!



so now u know why mummy used to say dat she looks like my bf!haha



so 'bf' .. thanks for everything that u have done!! i really appeciate your help n care!



last but not least..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ENJOY YOURSELF YA?


LOVE YA!! MUAX! <3




p/s: sorry for the late post..somehow internet connection is superly cacat today...

p/s 2 : due to length constrain.. i cut this post short 10000000000000000000times.. if i were to write every single thing she did here, my post would be longer that a roll of toilet roll (ok.mayb a bad example..longer than a roll of kitcehn roll then)!!


signing off,

ur 'gf' daphne

breakfast @ kp2

this is my first time having breakfast in kp (kafeteria pelajar) :)

i dun usually take such heavy food for breakfast but i do not have any other choice besides it so oh well... just eat lo

guess what i had?

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its spagetti wif deep fried crabstick! our cafeteria is so 'in' that they served breakfast range from western to oriental!lol

n the best part is.. its superly cheap!

guess how much is my spagetti?

for a plate like dis, it only cost u RM1.60!!!

if i were to go eat outside, with RM1.60 i would end up with mayb a plate of raw spagetti without sauce?

sooooooooooo cheap rite?haha

however, the taste of it was ok ok only la.. wat do u expact frm a RM1.60 spagetti rite?lol

p/s: i was refering to cafeteria 2 ok? the new cafe vendor :)

self-reflection : im disappointed...

this is just my own reflection..really..u can choose to ignore it.

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im disappointed wif myself.. seriously.. i dun get wats in my brain actually...

i study so hard..erm..okla..mayb not dat hard..but still... i studied ok? but i ended up being blank during exam hall..T.T

wats wrong wif me? wats d point for me to work so hard n i ended up losing memory/brain jam during exam?

is like as though im not studying at all..might as well just go play den when the time comes just go into the hall n take exam lo..since the end result would b almost d same...

u will never understand my feeling.. its miserable feeling helpless..

i look like a dumb dumb during exam :(

before exam..i can remember everything..can even them explain to my friend..

enter exam hall.. oh crap!wat did i studied just now?like total blank!!! den i started to stare at the paper..hopelessly..wishing buddha would fly to earth n save me....

so i ended up crapping in the whole paper n writting all the grandmama story i have created myself...

after exam.. darn!d answers slowly appear in my brain one by one hanuting me...


its frustrating u know??? i cant do anything anymore..felt like hiding in a corner n cry out loud for my stupidity...........


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bt i know dere's no point crying now..haiz....


i really couldnt understand myself n why buddha created me dis way?...

no interent connection :(

oh no!!!

of all time, the wifi in my hostel choose to go haywire at this particular week!! :(

this is the time where everyone would be superly busy with assignment and the surver just have to choose to commit suicide now?why now? and not later?

frustration is the word to describe my feeling right now....

is like you now u have lots of stuff to do but u just couldnt do it...

and then you starts to worry bout all those dateline..

i hate this feeling... T.T this just adds up the amount of stress that you have had in you...

*bang head to the wall*